Well, looks like I'm in good company.
I still think I could have made it across......
Denial is the first stage of grief. I guess I should just start grieving about the loss of my cajones, and get over it.
I did have one incident where I was not sure I was going to make it out ok. High summer flows, at the top of the biggest, fastest run on the river. I slipped and fell in at a bad spot......a big washing machine eddy. I was stuck in belly deep water, unable to move to saftey. I was at a stalemate with the current. I struggled long enough to have plenty of time to think of the outcomes, and even yell for help. No one was around this popular spot that evening. Relaxing and letting the current take me, I think I would've been ok, but a good chance I was going to take a beating. I was starting to get cold, and worried.
This is what I had to look forward to. The year this happened, the flows were higher than in the vid.
Sorry to say, I ended up being fish food.
I sat on the bank, shivering and exhausted. Still not sure how I got enough traction to get out, other than somebody up there was looking out for me.
briansII